It's about the heart. God's and mine.

Yesterday, I give the director seat to you. Jesus. I have given up myself. I'm tired, God. I give myself to You, so You be me. 

I trust You, Jesus. It's You in me. It's not me. It's You. Therefore I know I can change. It's no longer me operating the factory. It's no longer me sitting on the director seat. Therefore I know that I can be what You intend me to be. 

I trust the director of my life. I trust You, Jesus. I am Your daughter, Father. The King of all kings. The majestic King. The King over all the universe. The one that rules over the stars, bigger than I am. The Almighty who directs where the waters in the sea should go, he decides to offer me choices. Whether He can rule over my heart. He offer me Himself to sit on the director seat. But He doesn't force me. He has all the power, but He chooses not to use His superpower. He cares about my heart more than about His reputation. 

I'm weary of ruling myself. But when I give director seat to You, I begin to trust in You, Jesus. And I believe, the greatness, true greatness, the plan, true plan that You have laid before me, I will be led there. You are like Aslan. Not seen, but are there. Always there. 

I am not anxious. I know I can change. Because my body is now Yours. I don't use it for my own pleasure. I don't use my eyes to see worthless things. I don't use my hands to do worthless work. I don't go to where I know the place of sin. My body is Yours, God.

My eyes are Yours. It's Your eyes in my face. 

My brain is Yours. It's Your thoughts in my skull.

My hands are Yours. It's Your works that I do.

I know I will be excellent and I will glorify You, My Jesus. 

My feet are Yours. I will never lose my way.

My sexuality is created for Your purpose. 

I want to be holy. I choose to be holy. The road might not be easy, I know it. But, Jesus, You are in me. You are sitting in the director seat. I fear nothing. I know I'm protected fully by You. I know I am strong with You. I know, Jesus, I know. I fear nothing. I lack nothing. 

I will achieve the dreams that You've put inside me. Those that tell about how You love me. Those that will enrich Your vision in little children. I will achieve the dreams that You have in me. I, with Jesus, will not fear of challenge. I know, Jesus is with me. 

I fear nothing. I fear nothing. 

I am NOT a victim. I am a VICTOR. You are the God of breakthrough. I put my financial life in Your hands. I put my dreams in Your hands. I put my thoughts in Your hands. Jesus, take over my seat. Here, here, take it. Take my seat and lead me in Your ways. 

Tell me, You tell me what to do. Exactly what to do. Break my heart for what breaks Your heart. Let my flesh long for You. Let my soul thirst for You. 

Quench me in Your love. Dry me from the world worthless things and pour me Your SELF. I trust in You. God, I trust in You.